2/1/2010

2/1/2010

I hesitated to make the mamagram appointment in 3400 old Milton parkway building on 2/1/2010, due to the fact of the past experience of 8/31/2009: Being put in jail for attempting to make breast specialist appointment.  Then, before I decided to go home without make the appointment, I went to the restroom. After me, there was a lady going in there too. I didn’t lock the restroom lock, why would I?  Then, when I opened the restroom door to go out, there were a bunch of people waiting outside the restroom in order to grab me into the vehicle so that they can put me into the “mental health floor” of the hospital. According to them, they said, I locked the door, which I didn’t.  Then, I refused to be grabbed of course, for what ground?  They put the handcuff on my hands, and because I have skinny wrists, I can get my hands out from them, then, they had to use rope to 捆绑me.  After I was sent to the hospital in the north fulton area, they would agree to release me from the rope 捆绑 only after I said I wouldn’t say anything against them, that’s why I didn’t say anything in the peachford hospital and in the group therapy in Feberary 2010 although there were many opportunities. They implied me to say something like that. After I said somtthing like “Don’t worry, I won’t say anything against bad guys”, two of the people looked happy and gave me a big satisfied smile.

Emotional feeling: later