What Happened in Dec. 2009

Dec 28 to Dec. 31 2009 Vacation: Write on 6/21/2011)
At least my food was treated with something which can make me having a little running thought later on. I can just feel it. Then, I became normal after the correction. I felt there were 2 sets of people going with us, one for protection, one for food treatment. ( Not sure about this 2 team thing, on the one hand, boys are following during the entire trip, I felt comfortable about that, on the other hand, at one time, saw a “gard” kind of vehical parking outside the hotel, implying me that you don’t have to worry, there was a man holding a cup of coffee in the morning) I used to give a speech in my house kitchen to talk about something, I remember I mentioned double team, they actually probably did it. I don’t remember why I would say it’s necessary to have double team. K and his sister’s family went to Florida before the Dec. 28 vacation. Somebody tried to kill him.
Leaving home around 4:30pm on Dec 28, 2009, before leaving, called Ed to let him know I was going to vacation, because he was the one I can trust at that moment, although Blue was also the one, I can’t get hold of him no matter what. I decided to go with them very spontaneously, like 3 hours before the trip, because I worried about them, including Iris. After mentioning I was going with them, K needed to fix the van a little bit, the seat belt. He kind of felt something, I guess, that’s why after I decided to go with them, he seemed like wanting Mei’s family know our trip by letting them taking care of the pet before we went, which means that Silver was the one who cared about my safety so that everybody else is going to be safe at least for the car’s sake. I guess because of my sudden decision of going with them, somebody was not happy, that’s probably one of the reasons of the food treatment for me????
On the way, Iris was watching “喜羊羊与灰太狼”, I didn’t know anything about this catoon meaning at all, and watched with her. Then, around 2 hours watching, we decided to have some dinner. I wanted to go to Apple Bee, but the GPS took us to a Chinese restaurant at a very quiet place, driving on the small dark roads all the time, no apple bee, the GPS was controlled by certain people. A white decent looking male was in the lobby chatting with the owner of the restaurant, being seen by me, I had the impression that he was there to arrange something, don’t know why. K’s sister rejected eating there, but eat anyway. I didn’t suspect anything from the restaurants at that time, eat without hesitation for the entire trip, 10 meals, including Apple Bee, Mcdonald, Chilis, KFC, etc. Had a fight over a TV movie watching, talking about the child was died of some sort of illness and another movie talking about a prince loving story. Then, after coming back from the trip, I started to experience the running thought around Jan. 5, 2010, I remember when I slept on the sofa, my mind was running a little too fast, and couldn’t fall back to sleep. But before 1/19/2010 being forced into Grady hospital by the police officer after reporting that somebody was trying to hurt me, my mind was corrected already. The reason we didn’t go to Washington to take look at the White House was because the night before we went, I remembered to tell K what Christy told me about Bo and Shirley went back to China in Dec, 2009, which means that FBI agent caved in. That’s why we decided to come back. From the fact that K wanted to go to White House, I now figured that he is innocent or something. He would take some medication all the time even before swimming, because he had been so exhausted in the past 9 days, from the NY faked canceled flight so that he had to go all the way to NY to pick her sister up and drive back to Atlanta, to taking his sister’s family to Disney World for several days, to this 4 days’ trip to Notth. It’s all nonstop driving, he must have had a relationship bounding with somebody being broken, then being hated by somebody, ( not sure for this either), but definitely somebody hated him so much at that time. That’s why when he was in Florida, somebody can make him experiencing the Poisoning reaction syndrome in a restroom and almost faint. While we were on that 4 days trip in North, one time at a buffet restaurant, he felt so misarable that he almost burst into tears.
We need to hate this person who created the threatening thought all the time such as the child is going to be lost, etc, that’s the main reason I didn’t let Iris go to Disney World with them when he took his sister’s family there, and for this reason, K and I almost hit each other, I won’t let her go, K insisted taking her there because it’s going to be fun for my daughter We had a fight over this, which made me screaming help big time. Hate the always making me feel non ease person by creating all kinds of implication. They made me feel that my daughter could be lost in the Disney World and the car’s engine could be messed up 2 weeks before k’s family trip.
Early Dec. in 2009 was also the time I wrote several sharpy notes to Bo to tell him I love him in front of the being controlled TV, not even sure if he can see that or not. But that was only done after we all got famous, in front of the cameras, I don’t care that kind of thing. And I meant what I meant at that moment.
Don’t think it’s the boys group because of the movies.
此一时彼一时, means that sb who wanted to protect me at that moment might not want to do it now. Sad!!! Life is all about choices, right? I know. I am not that practical, that’s just me.